Tuesday, July 19, 2022

South Umpqua River - not a race report - reflections

I'm sitting by the S. Umpqua river on a warm summer evening. On FB we post a lot about the good things in our lives. But our lives are not all what we post.

Recently one of my nephews died from a battle with leukemia. He was an amazing young man and it sucks that he was taken away from his family and his calling as a pediatric nurse.

Personally, I've struggled with what the future holds. An aging mom that i don't want to lose.  Siblings struggling with their health. My own daily challenges but nothing that raises to the levels others are facing.

It's a contemplative evening. I recently volunteered at an Ironman event that raised my spirits. I'll be in Eugene volunteering for the World T&F championships and will witness inspiring competitions. I'm blessed.

My personal challenges are minimal compared to what other may be going through. 

My thoughts tonight as I sit by this river ones that want to support you in whatever challenges you face, in whatever manner I can. 

Like a marathon, life is a challenge. With support both are easier to successfully complete.

But I struggle with what I'm leaving for my kids and grandkids. I don't believe my generation is going to leave this place better than we found it. This isn't a political statement but a reality. Prove to me otherwise.

What brings me joy and hope is that we have raised children who are resilient. Who will curse us but hopefully forgive us. They will be better stewards than us.

Sitting by the S. Umpuqa river on a warm summer, though it may not seem like it, I am hopeful. I have children who pursue the common good rather than the maximizing personal gain. I have a granddaughter who has unruly hair and finds joy in most anything. I have a grandson who laughs the infectious laugh of a baby. I am blessed.




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